Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Say a pray for the Katrina victims.

Things we take for granted
Yes ,we might even find it old
And yet there are those who are unfortunate
For a million dollars we'll give our soul
There are mothers and children
Who don't have water nor food
We are so damn lucky
We still have three and four rooms
Watching their life worth wash away
Standing on bridges,as they look around
Wondering if to go or if to stay
Houses, trees,people cannot be found
We should pray for the young and old
Even the good,bad and the ugly
Have a story to be told
Say a pray or give from the kindness of your heart
God give them the strenght as they walk down this path.

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

The true meaning of my name

What is perfect
Who is perfect
Why do this word have a meaning
When noone is perfect
And nothing is perfect
Show me prove that you are
Show me prove that it is
Nothing last forever
Everything is just for a period of time
Nothing is not even close to perfection
Only in your eyes
And that is as PERFECTNTRUE as it gets.
Do I have to tape up my mouth here

Hi,hope everyone is having a great week ,took a little longer to hit up my post, well am struggling to lose a few pounds I really don't like where my body is at,am not fat so try and don't even imagine .I am struggle to just take off atleast eight to ten pounds ,do I have to scotch tape my mouth here?I am so tired even lazy sometimes ,hate exercise,but still does it ,hate diets ,so what the hell is going on here. Try competing with a friend but both of us are still in the same position,eating after hours after a long and stressful day at work, I am just an average body woman and will like to stay that way ,so don't think am trying to be a Paris Hilton or Nicole Richie am just trying to be as healthy as possibe and to live a long life to fight what ever battles are put in my way.

Friday, August 26, 2005

How do you feel ladies?

Ladies I hope you are feeling refresh after soaking yourself for an hour,now you are ready for any situation ,may it be your kids puting them to bed or putting your husband to sleep "ladies you know what I mean "we are all smart people here, ready to confront that topic you have been putting off for a while .Just letting yourself go for a while can mean so much sometime may it be spiritually ,emotionally,physically.Love yourself and the world will follow.You need someone to balance you ,not to make you whole ,so you have to love yourself ,treat yourself ,give yourself a tumb up .First STAY STRONG the rest is secondary.
A new you,in a short space of time


It me again hard at work ,its friday can't wait to go home relax and have a hot bath and just look up at the ceiling and drift off in my own little world, some alone time,your time ,you can take this time to imagine whatever you want ,you can plan whatever you want for the next day or next week ,its ok to be alone sometimes ,you need that space to regenerate yourself.So ladies I 'm talking to you wifes,mothers,mates,single women this is a menu for a new you in a short space of time
A hot bath ,a little hotter than you body temperature[make sure you can take it]
Some scented candles
Some [slow]music
Wines is not necessary
Must have a head rest
And just sit with your head facing up at the ceiling imagining what ever you want until the water get to cold .
When you get out of the water you suppose to feel relax and be able to take on what ever is in front of you with a clean and clear mind.


Wednesday, August 24, 2005

My love .Thank you

Yes its me smiling once more
Yes its you,that open this door
Thank you my love,for bringing me joy
Thank you my love for easing the pain
You never knew the state I was in
The heartache and strain
For I prayed for you,every night
I ask the lord,to show me the light
I was in darkness,just feeling around
All I can touch,was solid ground
I smiling again,and crying no more
For you my love,has bring love to me
You my husband, I truly adore
For my new beginning is all with you
And I pledge to you,that I love you
For you I will sow your seeds
For you I will...breathe
To you I will never shut my door
Your the one I was waiting for

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

LOVE is feeling no one could explain
It feed your heart and melts your brain
That feeling we can live without
And with love there is no doubt

Love will make you laugh and also cry
Will make you speak and yet pass him by
There's no way to describe that word
Thats a secret that everyone heard

Love will make you shout aloud
You just don't care what people think
You will tell him ,even in a crowd
Love will make you reach the brink

Love will make you do things you never will
Yes to lie to her, cheat and also kill
It will make you go crazy,and thats so sad
You never met love,he makes you mad
You'll miss out,can't have a child on your own
Love can be good and also bad
Yet love is the best experience I ever had

Sunday, August 21, 2005

I sometimes remember when I was lonely just like you out there seeking for that person to balance me ,yes I said it balance me ,not love me ,not hold me but balance me .I use to write to myself all the time ,sometime we have the answers and know what is best for us but we often want an ear to hear us and so I wrote.

Loneliness

Can anyone hear my cry,the pain I feel inside
I need someone to hold me ,to hold me close.
From this state of mind ,call loneliness
Where's the love ,am I not worthy of that feeling
Help me love ,help me hope ,help me happiness
Loneliness is killing me,and he bought along his friends
Unhappiness and misery again and again and again
Does anyone feel my pain ,does anyone feel my strain
Loneliness I want you out,out of my life out the door
I need love and happiness ,they have been here before
These are my friend ,watch and you will see
they are the only one I need for eternity

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Hi and hope everyone out there is having a blessed day as I am ,live life to the fulliest and have no regrets ,well my day is going great as normal ,no complains,nothing is really going on in my head ,just loving life and thankful to be here,still missing my son ,not a moment passes with me I don't think of his smile.Will see you soon and will hold you,and let him know everything will be ok.I love you Ray will always love you now and forever more.

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

mmmm.....am at work thinking about last night ,I think everyone knows ,yes it was great,Last night I was blown away, look at my facial expression,I know everyone can guess but only my best friend think we close enough so she can say what everyone thinks, then she ask me .Why everyday you have a smile on your face is the sex so great?do you not have a bad day ?no it wasn't the sex I told her which I know her and the rest was thinking .It was the man behind the sex and just wish they could have clone him and you to would have known what it feels like just having him by my side

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Mixs Emotions

Happy thats what makes me smile
Sad as my day passes me by
Angry that your not here with me
Glad that I have love for thee
Hate is what I have for you
Appreciation for the things you do
Laughing for the joy in me
Crying for it pain you see
Shouting because I am blessed
For this life we must confess is full with mixs emotions
To my wonderful husband,the man of my life the air I breathe ,thank you for making my life here on this earth worthwhile and for walking in my path ,and so I give to you.

My heart I give to you
I want you to hold it
My time I will give to you
Please don't waste it
My love I will give to you
Don't take it for granted
My soul I give to you
Just don't leave me stranded
My honesty I give to you
I want some back
My wisdom I give you
Keep it all, and thats a fact
My hand I give to you
But want the ring
And thats the reason
For me giving all these things
Its a symbol of all am worth
My prays I give to the lord above
To bless our marriage with his love

To A.D
A friend once asked what the secret in making my relationship work?and I answered and said what ever probelms that my husband and I have we deal with it in the moment and it is never to be mention about again,not the next hour ,day ,month never to be use or spoken as an example to another topic.

Love come and goes
As a leaf caught in the wind
It moves up and down
To every shift and every spin
We're often happy but yet so sad
But yet it the best experience I ever had.

Saturday, August 13, 2005

LOVE sometimes it can be so good ,yet sometimes you ask yourself where is it ?that feeling you felt just and hour ago for thats same person that is standing directly infront of you.
That same person you just made dinner for,kiss make love to ,for him you bare your kids.
Talking to him is the easiest thing but agreeing is the hardest.You just need to stop for a moment and agree to disagree and listen to each other .