Trump set up Randal ,but he won,deal with it

Come on folks,a duck is a duck,Trump how dare you put Randal in this position,I said that I wasn't going to get into this debate,but my brother needs a hand,to hell with you'll its Randall time to shine , if noone else is not seeing his glare ,I am.This whole thing makes me wonder if Trump put the brother outhere to look bad,Trump you did your homework ,even if you gave him the prize he is not to feel like the winner is he?My husband feels that everyone is making a big deal about it ,he says that Randal eats ,clothed and shelter himself without Trump and he will continue to do so,I am the ignorant one who will say to hell with Donald and his job. Who is he to tell Randal he is the winner,he was a winner from the beginning and he would be one until he dies ,he don't need MrTrump acknowledgement to know that.Rebecca said she would have let Mr Trump hired him if given the opportunity,"Yeah right" this is the same girl who Randal carried in the three last episodes,the same one who is using her foot as a excuse saying she work through it, well Miss Rebecca, his Grandmother died, his hurt was so deep noone seen it,his head was mess up but with grace he didn't play that card,God rest her soul. People still thinks that Rebecca should have get the spotlight to,lets keep it real Trump had this thing plan all the time ,why didn't he make Kwame and Bill both winner in the first episode,why does Randal have to share the spotlight, he hire people from previous show behind close doors he could have done the same with Rebecca.Shame on you Mr TRUMP,there is only one name on your towers and that is TRUMP ,not "Trump and Company"

Is it my place to tell?

About a year ago I discovered that someone who works with me is being cheated on,but I said nothing to the person.I do believe what in the dark always shows in the light ,soon I knew he would get caught and he was.
Yes ladies its the guy ,when HURTFUL told me this morning what had happen I look at her with a normal face ,was I to act surprise ?HURTFUL said you knew didn't you ? I said yes with no hesitation ,then the question was ask why didn't you tell me ?and I replied "it was not my place to tell"but always said to myself if HURTFUL was to ever figure it out by herself and ask for my input I would have told her,the reality is what it is ,she can take my information what I give to her and do as she may.It was not my place to say anything and I still believe so,the reason I didn't use the word friend is because HURTFUL is just someone I have to deal with on a daily basis,we talk work related stuff. Its still a sad thing because I believe one woman cry is all women cry.Wish HURTFUL all the best in whatever decision she makes.

Its not just in the movies,it happen to me

I can't believe this could happen to me ,I taught this crap only happen in the movies . I left work for a hour or two,while heading back my friend call ,so I 'm chatting on the phone ,I looked in the corner of my eye and there she was waiting to cross the street, she look no older than eight or nine.Thats when the motherly instinct thing step in ,we were standing by a corner where there was no traffic lights just a sign saying school ahead.So I walk to her, asked if she wanted to cross the street? held her hand and we cross. I realise my phone was missing ,I spin around and there it was in the middle of the lane ,closes to me, cars was coming .I knew I 'll have to wait,the first car saw it and pass around it ,it was a sigh of relief but here come a truck ''please God let him see it''I guess not even prays could have save my phone.My phone was gone, the hook went one way,the numbers another way,and the battery another way.I held the little girl hand and the cell phone with the same hand and didn't even realise the cell phone had fell ,all I was concentrating on is to get her accross the street safe.Just seeing your phone get away by one car and get smash by the second vehicle that only happens in one of those comedy movies and you know what may it be reality or comedy ,you really do hold your head when you see its going to get smash.Anyway the phone was two months old and I didn't buy it my husband did,so you know the smashing of the phone was the least of my probelms, thats what I thought at that moment .Later on that day my husband and I laugh about how the whole thing went down and he said the third phone is on me. Be safe and stay strong.

I AM STILL HERE

Firstly let me give thanks and praise to the creator for me making it through another year.Yes guys I'm the birthday girl today,my new year starts from today and on this day is when I make a change or two in my life, may it be goals , family related issues its all about me.The system say New Year is on the 1st of January of every year,but I made my day of birth my New Year.Anyway as I said its all about me to hell with the system,I look no older ,still physically fit ,feel good, my health is in tack,family is great what else can I ask for .Now its all about my goals,financially am not where I want to be at,but who is ?but will get there.I am so thankful for so many things I'm still here ,my son ,my husband,relatives and friends.I feel sorry for the man who has all the material things he ever wanted in his life ,I have nothing compare to him but will not trade one minute of his life for mines ,I will say this ,between multitudes of people thank you GOD for all that you given me and thank you still for all that you didn't give me.To the readers of my blog miracles and blessings

You swear someone stole his money

Hi guys how are you hope your week is going as bless as mines ,and you are in good health as this blog have left my hands ,well I have nothing interesting to say ,nothing to make you go ''for real''but still came and hit my blog to send some love to the readers of my blog.I am home right now trying to get into the sports thing to please my husband, to support his sports world ,God knows I prefer to watch some good old lifetime and discovery channel but you know how it is ladies ,you got give up certain things ,to keep a smile on everyone face, not all the time but sometimes.I really don't like the sports but just like to see his face when his side wins,but guys give him some space when his side looses,the way he acts ,you swear someone stole his money or kill his mother.Anyway back to the game ,just ran away but he is calling,I guess he now realize I left his side .Be strong and Be safe.

Step in his shoe first,then talk.


Hi everyone ,long time, but am here .Damn I don't believe it , why this man have to come and sit with me ?there are so many seat in the damn bus, Why me, with his drunk ass,talking his head off,smelling really disgusting ,if he knows what good for him,he better don't throw up on me ,I swear I will beat his drunk ass without a doubt.I guess I should have went to another seat,but what the hell, I was here first,I ain't moving and his ass was talking loud enough you could have been anywhere in the bus your ears drum would not have gone untouched. He was so loud and talking about all his probelms,who he saw ,who he wanted to confront and what he wanted to tell his boss for the longest time,don't get it twisted folks this man was well dressed, slacks with shirt and tie nice jacket well put together,but left you to wonder what the hell is going on that he have to be in this state.
You see guys what am saying everyone have probelms may it be large or small ,no one goes unscale,not until you are in that person shoe you can tell them that you know how it feels,yet everyone deal with there probelms differently ,some smoke ,drink ,get drug out ,sex,kill themselves but it takes a real man or woman to go at it head on and get it resolve .These example I just mention about is also called VICE so don't get the meaning for doing these things confuse ,but you know what, thats the next topic which I will share with you all another time,but for now be strong guys and as I say it take a real person to handle their business without dealing with any kind of negativity.

Mine your Business

Train up a child in the way he should go and when he gets old,he will not depart from it,
thats what the bible say.Parents, kids are like sponge they take everything in and when you squeeze them they spit eveything out,I know there are some hard ass kids out there.I know "YOU CAN MAKE THE CHILD BUT NOT THEIR MINDS",but it all starts at home ,parents it all starts with you.
My neighbours have some kids between the ages of twelve and five ,lord give me strenght ,they are the worst I have seen in years ,they are up before everyone else and goes to sleep later than every one else,sometimes I wonder if they ever sleeps .The F word is frequently heard, I even heard one brother telling the other"mommy say get your ass up stairs before she slap the F out of you.What the hell is going on here parents .Are we so into ourselve we are not seeing the monsters we are creating,and yet we claim to love them.I do have a child of my own so I guess the motherly instinct is here, thirteen years now,I am not judging anyone all am saying to you who read my post, be the best you can be and lead by example and your kids will follow

Damn it ,I hate Goodbyes

My Dad is leaving to go home in the morning and its driving out of my mind
but what can I do,after spending two to four hours with him at night
because of my damn job,I guess I can't complain, I got to eat .When spending time with the people you love time go so fast,but what can I say "Time waits on no one"So am going to take him to the bus station tommorrow and he will be on his merry way. Hope he had a good couple of weeks knowing I wasn't home most at the time,I hope the stores and shops I carried him made up for that .My best moment was me and my husband coming home from work and knocking on our own door and having it open by him,just hearing him asking me why I reached home so late and giggling saying he had to buy a belt for me ,really made my day.And you know what he did that every night since he been at my house.I know he was just bored out his mind ,anyway I know he loves me and the time we did spend together as short as it may be ,Just that second, each time he open that door will give me strenght until I see him again,I guess thats one more memory for the books.

Why Women,Why?

Today I went to Pathmart to pick up something to cook and to my surprise two females were screaming at each other ,loud enough for the whole world to hear,why do we as women belittle ourselve and talk each other women bad?when we often know the man is the probelm.
Women,Women,Women know this, if a woman knows that the man she is messing with is married and she still choose to deal with him, she's a tramp and disrespectful, especially if she knows you personally or not .If she doesn't know, you can't blame her ,but make her aware of the situation and if she still choose to be with him claiming she inlove ,beat her ass,not for taking your husband but for knowing who you are and still disrespecting you.If she is woman enough she walk away and its up to you now to stay and work it out or leave his ass.Now it's different with your husband, he is a dog, if you want to clean his mess up as he shit all over the place good luck to you.It will take a while to train him ,but if his bowels was lose before you were in the picture most likely you will have to continue walking with the bag to pick up after he shits all over.

Say a pray for the Katrina victims.

Things we take for granted
Yes ,we might even find it old
And yet there are those who are unfortunate
For a million dollars we'll give our soul
There are mothers and children
Who don't have water nor food
We are so damn lucky
We still have three and four rooms
Watching their life worth wash away
Standing on bridges,as they look around
Wondering if to go or if to stay
Houses, trees,people cannot be found
We should pray for the young and old
Even the good,bad and the ugly
Have a story to be told
Say a pray or give from the kindness of your heart
God give them the strenght as they walk down this path.

The true meaning of my name

What is perfect
Who is perfect
Why do this word have a meaning
When noone is perfect
And nothing is perfect
Show me prove that you are
Show me prove that it is
Nothing last forever
Everything is just for a period of time
Nothing is not even close to perfection
Only in your eyes
And that is as PERFECTNTRUE as it gets.

Do I have to tape up my mouth here

Hi,hope everyone is having a great week ,took a little longer to hit up my post, well am struggling to lose a few pounds I really don't like where my body is at,am not fat so try and don't even imagine .I am struggle to just take off atleast eight to ten pounds ,do I have to scotch tape my mouth here?I am so tired even lazy sometimes ,hate exercise,but still does it ,hate diets ,so what the hell is going on here. Try competing with a friend but both of us are still in the same position,eating after hours after a long and stressful day at work, I am just an average body woman and will like to stay that way ,so don't think am trying to be a Paris Hilton or Nicole Richie am just trying to be as healthy as possibe and to live a long life to fight what ever battles are put in my way.

How do you feel ladies?

Ladies I hope you are feeling refresh after soaking yourself for an hour,now you are ready for any situation ,may it be your kids puting them to bed or putting your husband to sleep "ladies you know what I mean "we are all smart people here, ready to confront that topic you have been putting off for a while .Just letting yourself go for a while can mean so much sometime may it be spiritually ,emotionally,physically.Love yourself and the world will follow.You need someone to balance you ,not to make you whole ,so you have to love yourself ,treat yourself ,give yourself a tumb up .First STAY STRONG the rest is secondary.

A new you,in a short space of time


It me again hard at work ,its friday can't wait to go home relax and have a hot bath and just look up at the ceiling and drift off in my own little world, some alone time,your time ,you can take this time to imagine whatever you want ,you can plan whatever you want for the next day or next week ,its ok to be alone sometimes ,you need that space to regenerate yourself.So ladies I 'm talking to you wifes,mothers,mates,single women this is a menu for a new you in a short space of time
A hot bath ,a little hotter than you body temperature[make sure you can take it]
Some scented candles
Some [slow]music
Wines is not necessary
Must have a head rest
And just sit with your head facing up at the ceiling imagining what ever you want until the water get to cold .
When you get out of the water you suppose to feel relax and be able to take on what ever is in front of you with a clean and clear mind.

My love .Thank you

Yes its me smiling once more
Yes its you,that open this door
Thank you my love,for bringing me joy
Thank you my love for easing the pain
You never knew the state I was in
The heartache and strain
For I prayed for you,every night
I ask the lord,to show me the light
I was in darkness,just feeling around
All I can touch,was solid ground
I smiling again,and crying no more
For you my love,has bring love to me
You my husband, I truly adore
For my new beginning is all with you
And I pledge to you,that I love you
For you I will sow your seeds
For you I will...breathe
To you I will never shut my door
Your the one I was waiting for

LOVE is feeling no one could explain
It feed your heart and melts your brain
That feeling we can live without
And with love there is no doubt

Love will make you laugh and also cry
Will make you speak and yet pass him by
There's no way to describe that word
Thats a secret that everyone heard

Love will make you shout aloud
You just don't care what people think
You will tell him ,even in a crowd
Love will make you reach the brink

Love will make you do things you never will
Yes to lie to her, cheat and also kill
It will make you go crazy,and thats so sad
You never met love,he makes you mad
You'll miss out,can't have a child on your own
Love can be good and also bad
Yet love is the best experience I ever had

I sometimes remember when I was lonely just like you out there seeking for that person to balance me ,yes I said it balance me ,not love me ,not hold me but balance me .I use to write to myself all the time ,sometime we have the answers and know what is best for us but we often want an ear to hear us and so I wrote.

Loneliness

Can anyone hear my cry,the pain I feel inside
I need someone to hold me ,to hold me close.
From this state of mind ,call loneliness
Where's the love ,am I not worthy of that feeling
Help me love ,help me hope ,help me happiness
Loneliness is killing me,and he bought along his friends
Unhappiness and misery again and again and again
Does anyone feel my pain ,does anyone feel my strain
Loneliness I want you out,out of my life out the door
I need love and happiness ,they have been here before
These are my friend ,watch and you will see
they are the only one I need for eternity

Hi and hope everyone out there is having a blessed day as I am ,live life to the fulliest and have no regrets ,well my day is going great as normal ,no complains,nothing is really going on in my head ,just loving life and thankful to be here,still missing my son ,not a moment passes with me I don't think of his smile.Will see you soon and will hold you,and let him know everything will be ok.I love you Ray will always love you now and forever more.

mmmm.....am at work thinking about last night ,I think everyone knows ,yes it was great,Last night I was blown away, look at my facial expression,I know everyone can guess but only my best friend think we close enough so she can say what everyone thinks, then she ask me .Why everyday you have a smile on your face is the sex so great?do you not have a bad day ?no it wasn't the sex I told her which I know her and the rest was thinking .It was the man behind the sex and just wish they could have clone him and you to would have known what it feels like just having him by my side

Mixs Emotions

Happy thats what makes me smile
Sad as my day passes me by
Angry that your not here with me
Glad that I have love for thee
Hate is what I have for you
Appreciation for the things you do
Laughing for the joy in me
Crying for it pain you see
Shouting because I am blessed
For this life we must confess is full with mixs emotions

To my wonderful husband,the man of my life the air I breathe ,thank you for making my life here on this earth worthwhile and for walking in my path ,and so I give to you.

My heart I give to you
I want you to hold it
My time I will give to you
Please don't waste it
My love I will give to you
Don't take it for granted
My soul I give to you
Just don't leave me stranded
My honesty I give to you
I want some back
My wisdom I give you
Keep it all, and thats a fact
My hand I give to you
But want the ring
And thats the reason
For me giving all these things
Its a symbol of all am worth
My prays I give to the lord above
To bless our marriage with his love

To A.D

A friend once asked what the secret in making my relationship work?and I answered and said what ever probelms that my husband and I have we deal with it in the moment and it is never to be mention about again,not the next hour ,day ,month never to be use or spoken as an example to another topic.

Love come and goes
As a leaf caught in the wind
It moves up and down
To every shift and every spin
We're often happy but yet so sad
But yet it the best experience I ever had.

LOVE sometimes it can be so good ,yet sometimes you ask yourself where is it ?that feeling you felt just and hour ago for thats same person that is standing directly infront of you.
That same person you just made dinner for,kiss make love to ,for him you bare your kids.
Talking to him is the easiest thing but agreeing is the hardest.You just need to stop for a moment and agree to disagree and listen to each other .