Don't hold your breath,you will die

I am still angry at my best friend haven't talk to her since she screwed up ,and don't plan to ,hope she is not holding her breath thinking I will call because I if she does, she will certainly die.I gave her a chance the second time ,am not going to anymore ,she got rid of a life which didn't had the chance to plead its case to live,and with doing that you also got rid of our friendship .I really hope it was worth it,she didn't had the chance to know who it was,but she knew exactly who I am, and known for twelve years , I told her if she did it ,that would be the straw that broke the camel's back,and I wasn't kidding.Guess twelve years meant nothing,but I am glad it happen this way,because she will certainly have to live with it.

You are not a mother, your a mother f*****r?

How could you?when is enough ,enough?Three times,one is a mistake ,twice is a habit but three times is just plain foolish.
Twelve years we have been friends for and my words still didn't mean anything to you,yes am angry and think you need help ,how could you?he or she could have been a lawyer, doctor ,the damn president ,I don't care he or she was someone, who could have help you along the way.I hate you so much right now.I am your friend but am also your enemy when it comes to that.I don't care what position you are in ,you have a job,you ain't starving ,you got shelter then what was the probelm? you have no regret ,why? you had to go and sin like that,I really taught I knew you but I guess I was kidding myself, I would have been there for you ,in whatever way I can,but you never give it the chance.I have been there for you through thick and thin,but right now I think we both need a time out ,we said things to each other that were awful, but I meant every word,to me it was a realty check ,my path and your path has come to the end,it was a good twelve years,a long run , but my friendship and my words of wisdom are all I have to give,and I think my words is being taken for granted .So you made your choice and I will make mines ,wish you all the best,we are all going to be held accountable for the choices we make .I will like to be a fly on the wall to certainly hear all your answer to why you mess up not once but three times.

Thank you Lord,for carrying me

Thank you Lord,for seeing me through last year
It was tough but am still standing here
Thank you for giving me strenght and patient
Thank you for giving me hope and tolerance

I never gave up Lord,never gave up on you
I know you to never gave up on me
I fought and win my battle in every way
I'm here for another year and here is where I'll stay .

Thank you Lord ,thank for carrying me ,for I am not capable of carrying myself.With you all things are possible.